Amp up the revelation
You are my favorite destination
Past and present no referendum
Hold me back don’t let me let them
I had this dream about you the other night. We kept fighting our same old fight, the one I’m afraid of, the one we’ve never had.
The fight where you forget and obliterate me
The fight where I leave and you feel left bleeding
But I was too you fucker.
In fact, you never even arrived.
Just ignored me from the other side.
How could you? Taunt me with your strength, your trust, your lust, your faith?
I want it all so bad now,
This lively being you’ve set up in your place, with words, and goodness, all fiction.
I should just forget it.
The problem is,
Because I’m pretty sure you’re too self serving to even make the attempt.